The Proposal.

what do people really do in love?
Make promises and leave is what we have seen
Has it been all? or does it really even have anything else we haven't yet come across?
Do you want to me stop yet?
I have come too close to your lips i couldn't only leave without blushing them with my lipstick stains. Do you want me to stop yet?
I have seen and made promises, this time around i plan to keep them. Do you want me to leave yet?
I have just put on your favorite red dress, the special day not long away from us. Do you want me to stop yet.
I have pierced window through your walls,I might as well break them. Do you want me to stop yet?
I have loved you and loved you and  loved you, but today I could be loved too. Do you want me to stop yet?
I have seen you coming in dreams I am very close to make come true, Do you want me to stop yet?

I have just seen you cross the bridges while I walk the aisle with you real soon, Do you want me to stop yet?
The beasts have gone to sleep almost forever and i have angels singing songs to you while i cook you your candle light meal. Do you want me to stop yet?
I have clenched to your heart and touched it like a million times, I am very close to feeling every inch of your heartbeats, by being held in your dearest arms., Do you want me to stop yet?
I have ice creams, and cakes and kisses and all the deserts ready? Do you want me to stop yet?
I have given you the best I had, and while its my chance to have the same too. Do you want to stop yourself yet?
Oh honey, if you do want to stop me stop me now.
For once if the dams I open of my heart.
You will drown with me in the limits of the sea of love that over powers the skies.
For in all these years of missing you, I have loved you all the more.
And when the sun shines the brightest I'll ask you out on a picnic with not just you and me. But we three, or four or five.
We are very close to a happy ending and happy ever after.
Still, will your fears stop me yet?

THE EVERY NIGHT

I am on the edge again.

Nearly at the end of the whole world, I stood.

Don't know what they say they see.

All I saw was the ocean and you.

The ocean spreading it's arms under  the parasitic sky.

Wants me to embrace him, the one last time before he forms a cloud.

Always scared of missing out something, he hated to evaporate.

For he didn't want to watch me from far, if he then was imprisoned in cloud when I dropped by.

For once I visited with the monsoon.

The only time it grabbed the potency to feel my skin.

It kissed me on my cheek and rested there; still.

When it fell with the raindrops.

You too my love, loved me less, like my love for the ocean

You let me stare at you; though far enough.

You let me smile at you; though just enough.

You let me sing to you; though just unheard.

You let me hold you, so much as to save you from falling;

Even for me.

You let me evaporate, far far away

So far to let me go.

You imprison me in your thoughts; day and night and every second in between.

I release it all in the drops that fall from my cheek.

Too lucky the ocean, too unlucky am I.

He gets to touch me, while I pride over my platonic lover.

It  kisses my cheek and rest there still, as the tear that doesn't fall.

The tear was made out of you, and everything you did inside of me.

I hold peace in my tear.

As it is the closest I could get of you touching me.

And I stand on the edge of the world each day, staring at my favorite ocean.

Waiting for morning, amidst one more night.

Ocean and me being no different.

Except we want different lovers.

Happy pearl day.

We are mere waves. We will go away to mix back with the waters.
While everyone else is fixated upon worldly ideas, and hold on to their earthly beings.
We wave off to our adventurous ride.
Let the magic begin.
Find me at the end of all the musical nights.
The far fetched shores.
The never ending plight.
I am the lamp you don't need to oil to keep the light. You can as well say "you are effortlessly mine."
I am the direction no map would guide. For the end of the world the say do no exist.
But it does in me. For there has to be an end to this plight.
I am not the death, oh lover.
I am the moment that follows
The breath of eternity you breathe once you are done with the finite.
I am no angel. I am no devil.
I am the one you find at the doorway when you reach.
For I prepare you with all the good things, and the sweet words and the blue tie and the handkerchief.
I prepare you for your final calling.
For you who have met the waters and become the wave.
Will now be promoted to a sea shell.
I shun each cell I have of me, of good and bad.
of sweet and pretty,
of love and love,
to make you a pearl.
I give up each part of me to dress you up in the prettiest thing.
Like a mother or the almighty,
I dress you up for the new beginning.
To be born to adorn.
The waves like me.
.
I save you from the perishable, so not again ever do you have to be a wave that dies with water.
Rather make you the pearl that lives within.
I'll touch past you each morning.
I'll cover and safe guard you from the envious stars at night.
I'll shadow you from the sun in the afternoon.
I'll shoo away the lover who tries to hand you over to his beloved in the evening.
For you belong with me.
While I make you imperishable, I perish to save you each day.
I make you the pearl to be made love to by many waves that may come and go, I just one of them.
I shine you, but make myself anonymous for your fame.
And when I will look silver under the moonlight.
I'll say your name.

Unlocated Fiction

Nothing is worse than the unbridled emotions that ride at the pace of your heartbeats, jumps the fences of social barriers and falls in the dooms of reality to never get back up again.

The knees being weak enough to not being able to carry the dam brimming fervour calls for my fall at every feet that enters my isolated room.

There is a dawn to every dark night, they say. I didn’t hear them talking about definite rivers which could fade away the passionate fires that burns with the night and continues in the day to continue again in the night. The fucking never ending plight.

I feel too much. I think too much. Connecting the wrong kind of strings and mistaking them as my destiny which are mere coincidences ended me up like an empty pond waiting for monsoon in the middle of a never ending autumn. There is a lot inside of me. But not every story rich in subplots become a best seller. Some books are better kept locked inside the cupboards amidst the dusty old libraries that remain in as much solitude as my book. The pages inside of them might have fled away until now, unread and destroyed.

“It was too dark to locate me”, he said.

“I thought you were the light”, I said.

Reckoning it the very next moment as I had misread another piece of cold fire which has burnt probably more than me. Which doesn’t seek water no more, but seeks redemption in flying as ashes. Probably then it would touch and deposit on my pages which have flown from the book in the library. Mating at last. Too late for you to read me, too early for us to not meet. While I’d wait for you in the worldly world, you would rejoice me in the heaven of heavens for two worldly lovers were never done justice. Until they died to create history.